5.27.26
Hello everyone, this is my first website. I've followed many tutorials, so the code isn't really original, but the ideas are! I hope you enjoy this slow progressing project, as I'm trying to really get the feel for how this stuff works. I've added a playlists page in the INTERNET, I just somehow felt some sort of spur of motivation today. This little project was originally a way to be able to listen to Spotify without it crashing all the time, but, hey, why not share this with the world?
5.30.26
I just recently got into the show The Boys. I was absolutely shellshocked one episode in. Guys I swear I'm not a wimp but robin..(ノД`)・゜・。 and the BONES and slow motion.. they had to add the bones..(;_;)
realizerealizerealize
realize realize realize
realeyez realize realies
realeyes realize reallies
real eyes realize real lies
REAL EYES REALIZE REAL LIES
always an angel never a god
9.4.26
wow that was emo
seriously
be original, man.
My music taste COMPLETELY changed from the last time u heard from me (or read from me, whatever..) it went from MCR and Radiohead and Mother Mother to Bright Eyes and Right away, Great Captain!, Sufjan Stevens, The Antlers and Eliott Smith.
I barely even listen to mcr anymore. Sigh. But i still PLAY theirs songs on the piano.
Thinking of writing a story..
I have NO IDEA what to write about except the first line will be:'He brought flowers to the crime scene.' Idk maybe my recent interests have inspired that...yk..Hannibal...The Beast In Me..Progidal Son..Fyodor Doestevysky..etc..etc..etc..
anyway my life is a MESS right now. Literally anything could happen at any moment from cps taking me away to me graduating. I dunno....
Sorry. Oversharing.
This is the longest entry ive written so far.
Anyway..Ive really gotten into Life is Strange and Life is Strange 2. You canNOT tell me Warren (my baby) isnt Nod from the movie Epic. They LOOK the same..they SOUND the same...(positive) sigh...I cant tell if I like Warren better or Nathan. or warren AND nathan. I also love the game Bully. You canNOT tell me Jimmy and Gary arent gay. They are. Trust. They both fell just like Hannbibal and Will did..trust..trust..Okay Im gonna go now bai.
If i dont write soon im either dead or uhhhhhhhhhhh restricted from the internet bc i was taken away or something ok? ok bai.
9.5.26
Nine days until my birthday.Yippee.I have a family friend whose basically like an aunt. Even after everything that's happened and the worry I've caused them, they were visiting today. She passed through and gave me a touch of affection on my shoulder. Why did that make me almost cry? I mean sure, it's a small thing, but I felt like she were going to judge me. Instead, she did that. She truly is a blessing.I just got into The Bear...finally. Because we recently bought Hulu. Im on the...hm...second episode? I love carmy....I HATE his old boss. "You deserve to die." The fak? And, as you may know, when I get a hyperfixation, I either listen to music on it or I make a playlist about it if there aren't any. You know Im listening to a Carmy playlist called "let it rip, carmy." Very angsty. I loveeee...Anyway.... Im Actually taking real NOTES for school rn! I used to just write five bullet points per page. Now...I'm filling out...probably.....hm.....five notebook pages per one page class? (I homeschool.) Yet right after my pencil leaves the paper I forget EVERYTHING that I just wrote. Sigh..ADHD, guys.... Oh my grapes and gravy.So...I homeschool, however, I use a school computer. They can see EVERYTHING I do. One time they notified my family because I searched up a bo Burnham song..you know that one song telling you ways to die but it was comedic. It..didn't see it that way. I was listening to the playlist I told you about..and the Elton John song..'I Think I'm Going To Kill Myself' came up. Sweet buttery cream. (I swear weird.) I skipped it IMMEDIATELY. Welp...... Im going to get in huge trouble since theyre probably going to do that again. Wish me luck....:') ALSO WHO KNOW BASED OFF OF MY HERO THAT A SONG BY FOO FIGHTERS (walking after you) COULD BE SO CINEMATIC AND SAD AND NOT ROCK AND ACOUSTIC AND SLOW.
Anyways bai bai.
Bai the way props to revenge.. They contributed to most of my music taste today. Here's their playlist..pls like it and save for them :)))
Bai the way....Here's their site....pls check it out! asleep in a phone booth genuenly inspiring music taste